Thursday, November 18, 2004

my first post!!

yeah!!! finally i got a blog...hahaha..actually this is not really my first post...i sort of have one a few years ago...but was too lazy to maintain it plus i kinda forgot wat's the user name and password..=P so wat make me think this one will work? i don't know..but i'll try..i need to bitch u know...

this pink template seems a little girlie..so unlike me eh?? but it was nicest looking around...well, at least this was the one that caught my eye..

hmmm..this is not exactly a good time to start a blog..i still have one more paper (and its the last!!) on fri..should be mugging for it...alas!! me and my priorities...

juz watched the oc season 2 ep 1 & 2 for the 2nd time...and i'm craving for the 3rd!! seems that season 2 is much better...perhaps coz of the way it ended last season..so starting from the first 2 ep, there are already lotsa drama..

oh well..guess wat? i forgot to bring my pencil case for my a206 paper yesterday!! absent-minded freak...it really did freaked me out..coz i thought i dropped it along the way and that would be terrible since my matric card, atm, ic everything is inside...phew!was i glad to see it lying on my table when i race back to hall to get it. yup! i was late for exams...for 2 mins...sighz...but i screwed that paper up..there was a 40 marks part and i totally blew it away..and i think i blew the other parts too..how could i have a negative sustainablility growth??!!?? gosh! i knew something was wrong..but that was no time..so heck..juz leave it as it is...kinda disappointed..coz was hoping that i can score an A or at least a B since i did really quite well for my coursework...whihc was an A and it made up 45% of the whole grade...but now...i think i will fail the paper..so wif the coursework pulling my paper grade up...guess an overal D or C? haiz...hope for the best..and i dunwanna get a D! haven't had D before in my whole NTU life..and i want to maintain it..and start having more As!! i only have 1 A so far..kinda pathetic...and it juz struck me that i might not be able to get any honours wif my kinda grades...and i only have 2 subjects next sem...boy, i was freaked out! ya..some of u might say dun worry..u already have gotten a job...why think so much about the gradeS? its a personal standard..i dun want to spend 3 years here and graduate wif juz a pass wif merit...it makes me feel that i have wasted my life...i mean so wat if ur sec sch grades, A level grades were darn good? i think ultimately...this is the cert that matters most! well..unless i'm contented to be juz a domestic engineer...

typical sch girl...rattling on and on about studies...but u know wat? this is my blog! me and my life..if u find it boring...that's ur prob..i dun care!


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