Sunday, July 30, 2006

excited!!

as the day to taiwan draws nearer and drawer, i'm getting more and more excited! ha...perhaps i have been waiting for this break for too day..or mayb this is the first trip where there are no familiar ppl to bring us around (we have hanny at jakarta) and guys along (there were jack and vin for the phuket trip and jack and rain for the kl cum genting trip). hence, there's this little element of mystery cum danger. sounds kinda cool eh? anyway, we babes have done enuff research (i hope!) on taiwan. now we juz need to find out where can we "tian deng" (light laterns) at Ilan or is there such an activity over there. so hx, listen up! i need yr help!! hahaha

by the way, this is for you bezomny!
"STOP DREAMING ABOUT SUMMER AND FILL UP THE BLURDY 7 randoms things!!" hahaha
mayb it's really time for u to update ur blog man..so we can read about the "interesting" things u have done there. ha!

tom's the deadline for the early bird reg for stan chart. still thinking should i join the 10km or 21km. hmmm...

Rouge a-hemmed @ 6:51 PM 0 rockers

Thursday, July 27, 2006

blue is the colour

dunno why..but i'm feeling the blues today which shouldn't be the case coz tom is fri! gonna have dinner and chill out wif my colleagues...some kind of celebration for our promotion...but the plans are still not concrete yet. haven't confirm on the places..probably this is causing the blues.

will be meeting up wif jean and partylycloudy later to discuss on our taiwan trip!! so excited! haha...but a part of me is dreading next week..coz all the review pts will be in and i have to clear up all my stuff b4 i go on leave..and still got adjustments to make..sigh...

decided to get my insurance instead of the camera. choice bet a life and lifestyle..of course i would choose the former. but was really hoping to have my own camera while on the trip. sigh...too much, too little.

i realised i've sighed twice in the this entry...whoops. time to cheer up!

was 'tagged' by roundie to do the random thingie...here it goes..

7 random things about me
1. dark
2. small eyes
3. loves money
4. lazy moody fart
5. loves shopping!
6. 'small' woman
7. NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT and tone up

7 random songs at the moment
1. because of you by kelly clarkson
2. apple of my eye by eve
3. hips don't lie by shakira
4. angels by robbie williams
5. if by bread
6. xin li you xi by daniel chan (i know this is damn retro but the tune is stuck in my head ever since last fri nite)
7. bad day by daniel powter

7 things i like most
1. travelling
2. money!
3. shopping
4. completing a run and feeling good about it
5. samy's curry!
6. reading on the beach (of course, sun tanning at the same time)
7. my family (read: family includes him. ha! save 1 choice)

7 things that scare me
1. growing fat and ugly!
2. sick and ill
3. not knowing enuff...hence, can't perform my work well
4. growing old and lonely
5. disfigured! (need to get rid of tat damn pimple!)
6. lizards!
7. meaningless life, with no aims

7 things i say the most
1. "my friend said..."
2. "hello?"
3. "wait, can u listen to me first?"
4. "thanks"
5. "bye bye"
6. "ha ha !"
7. "hmmmm..."

7 people to do this
1. jean
2. p chan
3. shaogal (if u ever read this!)
4. alex!
5. bezomny? (not sure if u still maintain ur blog)
6. roundie
7. seok kuan!

hahahaha
7.

Rouge a-hemmed @ 1:31 PM 1 rockers

Saturday, July 22, 2006

home on a saturday!

ha! it has been a long while since i was home on a sat nite. dateless on a sat...poor me! but i kinda enjoy staying in...jus find it nice and peaceful...u know, reading the newspapers, catching up on the latest on the isreal and hizbollah, reading my fave FEMALE...surfing the net..and the list goes on.

was out having brekkie wif dearie. though we only spent a mere 3 hours together, it was fun. breakfast at cartel was not too bad...cheap and good. and i had my weekly dosage of window shopping! tried on many GUESS sunglasses though he's persuading me to get an oaks. might buy one when bonus comes..having been eyeing it for toooo long.

was looking at digi cams too. thinking of getting one for taiwan.

ohh...did i mention about villa bali? went there a 2nd time but wif my colleagues this time. explored a bit more and realised they have more comfy seats inside. kinda reminded me of the balinese restuarant which hanny brought us too when we were at bandung. speaking about that...i feel going to the drive in zoo again!!

anyway, i signed up for the great eastern 10km run. and i'm gonna sign up for the AHM 6 km too. still contemplating on the half marathon....

Rouge a-hemmed @ 10:47 PM 0 rockers

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

mission aborted.

decided to ditch early running coz i figured it will be dangerous. ha..so much for promises. but....i've packed my gym gear and i'm gonna spin after meeting my insurance friend.

visited the doc jus now..as there's this lump growing under my eye. god knows wat it is!! was kinda freaked coz i'm afraid it's some kind of oil cist that will stay there forever and ever. which means i'm scarred and disfigured for life!!! to make matter worse, the doc said she can't do anything about it. she's afterall not an eye specialist. but she was nice enuff to give me a prescription for cream to apply on oil glands. gonna give it a try...:(

Rouge a-hemmed @ 1:56 PM 0 rockers

be yourself, but only better

well well, i know the quote sounds cheesy but it sort of woke me up.

i was lost in some ulu pandan land for the past 1 month? feeling lethergic, lazy and the flab keeps multiplying! seriously, i dunno wat i was doing. my body has been behving weirdly ever since i recovered from that 'major' illness. it happened 3 weeks ago. was sick for like thurs to mon? it was gross. i vomitted, had fever, flue, cough, sore throat and severe headache. all rolled into one. guess i lost a bit of weight then. but ever since i recovered, i just didn't feel like moving, and i mean not exercising.

my body is taking longer to digest (which is not supposed to be the case coz i usually eat damn a lot) and i feel like farting and burping after every meal. hey, wat's wrong?

was checking out the gym website when i came across that quote. sigh..i realised a lot of things have been late and overdue.
1. a month since i last visited the gym
2. a month since i last run.and i thought someone (i.e. me) was aiming to join the AHM, New Bal and stan chart race
3. a month since i last read Rachel's Holiday. the book is great but i just dunnno why i stopped reading it
4. a month has passed and i'm still reading my july issue of FEMALE magazine! gosh, normally i'll finished up in a day
5. a month since i last went shopping and that is so so wrong!

these are the things tat i loved to do usually.
perhaps it's the world cup. mayb it's the lack of exercising. probably it's the lack of quality time for myself. and i'm beginning to think he is right. sometimes, i think i need a shell for me to crawl under and rediscover myelf once again. besides work, i need to find some aims, motivations to make my life more fulfilling. it doesn't matter wat kind of work i do, wat matters most is wat i do after that.

i thought i have some aims. but after blabbering about it in the blog, POOF! it was gone! stop blaming on the SHAPE RUN. i should be blaming myself for being late on registering. stop blaming on your illness. if i have taken care of myself properly, that is drink lotsa water, eat loads of food and have a heathly diet, i wouldn't be that ill. lastly, stop blaming about the thing being late.

one word. WEAK. i am so damn weak. mentally, physically and emotionally. something within me is amiss. i need to find it. mayb even snatch it back.

so step 1. i'm gonna go for a morning jog since i'm awake now. bye for now.

Rouge a-hemmed @ 4:58 AM 0 rockers