Saturday, October 29, 2005

jetting off...

bye singapore...

phuket here i come!!!

hahahahah

Rouge a-hemmed @ 6:44 AM 0 rockers

Friday, October 28, 2005

bumpy thurs

first, i couldn't stop sneezing at work. the flow juz couldn't stop. after my goody chicken rice, decided to get some cookies from 7-11. juz when i was about to attack the chips ahoy, i realised the packet ws already open!! gosh..the cookies sure looked mouldy. yucks!

probably the lack of energy affected my performace at the gym classes. either that, or 1 week of absence for combat made me look like a fool. somehow, i was very tensed up the entire session. kept worrying that my pants would drop off even though i tied it really tight. and my feet juz could not be relaxed. think i was exerting a lot of pressure on them. hmm... well, at least balance class was slightly better.

met the guys for supper. erm, it was dinner for me. was really hungry while waiting for them at paragon. the way i gorged reminded myself that my work out session has all gone to waste. who cares? i eat a lot buy i exercised regularly!

oh ya..the worst of thurs has not happened yet. i opened the door of bezomny's car, carried my 1000 tons document bag into the car. after i slammed the door shut, i realised my hair was stuck!!! some strands got caught in between! damn embarrassing. i have to scream at someone to open the door for me. david and bezomny couldn't help buy laughed hysterically. and it's didn't help when i learnt that ppl at the taxi stand was laughing too!

lastly, while waiting for them to dry the umbrellas, i enarly got caught by the hotel's automated door! haha..at a day! at least the apple crumbler rocks!

Rouge a-hemmed @ 12:54 PM 0 rockers

Thursday, October 27, 2005

as u can see, this entry is title-less coz it's gonna be really messy. my random thoughts..for the past few days. will be skipping here..and there..so dun go on unless u want a headache.

today, i forsaked my pump and bal class for my eye brows. went to pluck them. vain vain. i have been planning for a few nitez which classes to go since i'll be leaving for phuket on sat, hence missing the sat's bal and pump class. but ending the bal class at 9.50pm (if i have gone for it)juz doesn't seem very appealing to me. and becoz i could take a cab to bishan mrt, i found myself working to coslab.

well, i'm definitely going tom to paragon for the combat and bal class. tome to kick some ass. haha..haven't been to combat for a while. will be lost again..

am i getting too gym conscious? whenever i blog, i talked about my work out sessions. speaking about tat, i ran 8+km on sun! haha..wanted to run 7 but accidentally hit on the stop button when it was at 1+ km. so had to redo the entire run. but i felt good. a little seasoned now. haha..but still a bit worried if i can complete the entire 10km without walking. planning to d/l some of my all time fave songs so i can run along to the tunes. and if u see me running real slow, muz be eve, the apple of my eye.

threw a little tantrum at him on sun which resulted in me going to run late and subsequently arriving late at his place for dinner. decided to call him b4 i pack my bag. was a nice chat..but somewhere in the conversation, it juz made me feel that ..he didn't seem to me that he wanted me at his place. god knows why i thought that way..guess i was juz feeling neglected. as much as i tried to do my own things, live my own life, once in a while, i'll still feel sad, neglected and 'abandoned'. i know he's busy wif trainings, studies and tutions, but sometimes, i juz wish he has more time for me. to some, my endurance level is high, but it did not start off at that height. i was trained to that level. haha...thus, once in a while, i will indulge in self pity and shed a few tears for myself. is it worth it? yes. i definitely think it is. he's neither those romantic kind nor is he someone who whisper sweet nothings to me. precisely becoz he's not the typical kind, his rare stunts suprise and made me love him even more. acts like bringing me to nice resturants, writing sweet little cards and getting me gifts which i never ever expect him to get for me made the long, sometimes tiring journey worthwhile and meaningful.

until now, i still can't read him like a book. but it's okie. i like it this way. the beauty of it- it makes the relationship interesting and colourful. everytime we are together, i find out and understand more about him. there are juz so much to explore about each other. we share laughters and emotions which only ourselves know. even silence is endearing. perhaps that's why we r still together.

Rouge a-hemmed @ 12:01 AM 1 rockers

Friday, October 21, 2005

BUM- Big Ugly Man

i'm such a bum. did none of the things which i wanted to do for the day, except the movie and dinner. argghh...bad bad.

and i jzu busted the entire reimbursement. spent my savings for the month on a white suit. now can forget about the esaver acc..sob. i'm gonna be broke again next month, esp wif the up and coming spree at the airport. i really wanna get those mascara and facial stuff. it's a vicious cycle..and i hate it!

grrr...i better drag my arse to the pool tom..

Rouge a-hemmed @ 11:26 PM 0 rockers

good old friday morning

the morning smells fresh..and even though i dun have to work, i woke up around 7.30. it feels like one of those hall 3 days..where i woke up to the sunny cool breezy morning. i love the weather! but it's making me feel terribly hungry. ha!

finally had our indian food last nite. went wif some of the A1s who were back in office. disappointingly, the food doesn't taste as good as wat gillian told me. perhaps we didn't know how to order the right food but it was still a good meal wif good company.

got slightly depressed on thurs evening when my manager told me my schedule for the next few months. i know it's the peak period and i expected that. but when she actually told me, the busy work schedule suddenly dawned on me. true, it does't sound as bad as compared to some of my frenz who r going to those danky cranky companies. but would i still be able to have my weekly gym classes? watch my fave tv program and liverpool matches? spend time wif frenz and him? perhaps it's a good time to save..haha..that's one good thing for sure. however, i'm sure once after peak, i will spurge like never there's no tom.

already the past few days i ahve spent close to 200 bucks. the magic of reimbursements.

my royal buyings:
1. green beady necklace - $33 from Island shop
2. black heels - $15 from Mphosis
3. green pleated skirt & black spaghetti - $65 from Open Up
4. blusher - $23 from Stila
5. 1 black & 1 white tops - $30 from Southaven
6. bluish gren halter top - $28 from Forever 21

god..i spent a total of 178 bucks! though it's sinful, but i love wat i bought! especially the necklace and halter. looking at my list, actually all are sale items! except for the necklace and blusher. haha..finding excuses. no more shopping this weekend. i shall spend my time researching on the phuket trip and finish my book. saving up for the duty free spree!!! whahahah

feel extremely proud of myself on thurs nite. man..think this entry is darn haphazard. fri, thurs, weekends, thurs..opps.

speaking about thurs, i ran for 1 hour on the threadmill!! hahaha..i finished watching the entire tong xin yuan. actually i think i ran more than 1 hour coz i started during the chinese news. well, it sure was a good morale booster considering me haven't been running for weeks. perhaps the body combat classes did some good to my stamina. i was running at a really slow pace. 7km per hour. gonna try to raise it to 7.5 next week, then 8.. gonna run wif him this sun. ppl have been telling me running on threadmill and on ground is a totally different story. i've set my threadmill at grad 1. not good enuff?? mayb i shouldn't be too happy. juz continue training..and hopefully, i can complete the 10km run in 1 piece!

aim: run the entire 10km without stopping
even bigger aim: within 1 hour? ok, think 1h 15 mins more realistic. how about 1.5?

planning to swim later. i miss swimming. and it should be good coz it's a fri morning and there will be crowd! (i hope so!)

will be opening the esave acc later and meeting nz for movie and dinner.

ciao~~~

Rouge a-hemmed @ 8:45 AM 0 rockers

Thursday, October 20, 2005

happy happy!!

it's friday tom and i dun have to work!! yeh hoo!!!!~~~ hahaha..can sleep in and finally avoid the morning crowd. hate squeezing wif tons of ppl in the packed mrt. made me feel like a sardine. u know..packed like sardines.

what shall i do tom? hmm..think i'm overwhelmed wif activites. what should i do?? hmm..for now..gonna go eat my indian food. yum yum...continue tonight!

Rouge a-hemmed @ 6:04 PM 0 rockers

Monday, October 17, 2005

sinful weekends, sinful pleasures

as expected, i failed to do my run on sun. slept right thru my alarm. wanted to run at the gym but bumped into my sec 3/4 classmates at the train station( wat a small world). they all looked so good!! haha..chit chatted wif them for a while. by the time i reach the gym, too late to run. but it's probably a good thing not to coz body pump practically took all my strength away! i was sooo hungry at the end. didn't even feel like going for the balance class. the work out was good, especially the lurges. i should try to go once every week. will be good to tone the body.

did lotsa 'sinful' stuff. besides gorging myself wif club sandwich at carl jr (i love the onion rings!! they r those REAL one which u can see slices of onions inside).

did lotsa shopping...but not really impulsive buying..i absolutely love the green beads necklace which i bought from island shop! the earring are gorgeous too..arrghh..and i wanna get that halter top from forever 21...

Rouge a-hemmed @ 8:23 PM 4 rockers

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

still at work...

but i'm not grumbling =)
my sup has left and i'm the only one left at client's place, together wif the security guard. i'm beginning to love my audit here. some of u might think i'm crazy..but i really feel fun and happy. working wif GL is great. i kinda like the way she talks (does all ang mo speak the same?). whenever i tell her i have finished some stuff or made some findings, she will always give remarks such as "marvellous", "perfect", "great" etc. i guess it sort of makes me feel more appreciated and the feeling is nice. i can leave anytime i want so long i finish my stuff, which is why i'm staying behind alone to finish my stuff so that i can go to the gym tom. really need the combat workout esp since i didn't run over the weekend.

another thing which i love about working here is, the ppl at the client's place are really nice. mayb it's because most of the staff here are expatriates. the ppl here are really friendly and we say hello and greet one another in the morning or when we r leaving the office. ppl will jzu pop in to our room and ask how are we doing. the security guard even gave me a plate of fruits and offered to make tea for me when he saw that i'm still working at this hour! i guess all these gestures make working here seems more homely and warm. and it really feels great!

Rouge a-hemmed @ 9:37 PM 0 rockers

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

work at orchard...

*burp* oppsie! had too full a lunch but of course, lunch was better yesterday. the manager treated us to dinner at tanglin club. cool ~~ ate fish and chips. my colleagues ordered the apple pie as dessert but i was jzu too full to try it. the club has a really nice and huge pool and it's so iniviting!! i should really try to swim this weekend.

work at the new client isn't too bad. nature of their business is really interesting and i bet i would probably don't have any chance to audit this kind of client again. most of the staff are expatriates and they are really friendly. when we went for our lunch, we walked past their conference (one of the many many) room and saw the entire company having group lunch there! amazing..team building eh..but it's really nice.

weirdly, work at orchard is kinda fun. was it that when i worked at taka giordano? hmm..not too bad. i love being the cashier though. alright, too much crap. back to work. so many contracts to read and type down.

looking forward to gym later. *hopefully* gonna be a solo routine today. time to find inner peace..ummphhhh~~~

Rouge a-hemmed @ 1:19 PM 0 rockers

Monday, October 10, 2005

cashless..

dearie: remember u told me u hated the feeling of having no cash wif u?
me: i still do! but i can't help it =(

and thanx for reminding me.. think it's time to wake up my ideas!! sigh..juz saw a really nice and cheap bikini at paragon on sat..i'm so tempted! sigh..bad sign. so strapped of cash and i still wanna buy more things. moreover, it's not a necessity.

have been catching up some groups of frenz this week. (which pretty much explains the cashless situation). perhaps money is something which i have to part wif in exchange for quality time spent wif frenz. dearie said i ought to learn how to say 'no' at times. like getting a cheaper pressie and going somewhere cheaper for dinner. i tried...but it's jzu difficult. u gotta consider issues like fairness and making other's happy. well, when others are happy, i'm kinda happy too. maybe to others, i'm not as broke as i claim to be. i have a decent job and i dun have car loans or computer loans to repay. but i do have my braces to pay for and my monthly gym subscriptions. oh..not to mention my mama's insatiable appetite. hah!

guess once in a while i jiz need to grumble about stuff..like i'm fat and lazy blah blah. speaking about that, i didn't go for my run! decided to swim instead but i jzu wasted my sun away cutting my nails (yes! i finally cut it!) and watching scv. not my ideal way of spending the weekend..i would love to read my book at some cafe or his place while watching him does his studying (but dun wanna disturb him esp since exams are drawng near) but i juz can't seem to get my lazy arse off the house. it's juz the cashless symptoms. whenever i experience the all time low drought, i jzu dun feel like going anyway except hiding at home, hoping that my money wll grow into a money plant!

Rouge a-hemmed @ 5:53 AM 0 rockers

Friday, October 07, 2005

totally strapped...

drinking a cup of sugarless cappucino..yucks! have been in office for almost the whole week..and work has been quite relaxed. guess it's good coz after been out for 3 weeks, it juz feels better to come back to office, lunch wif your frenz and knock off punctually at 5.30pm..except that i have been spending quite a bit this week.

celebrated bao's bday last nite. went ai qin hai again and the singing was quite good..at least i got to hear my kit chan's song from snow wolf lake. nice ~~

besides her present, shared another for another junior's 21st bday..and went munich lagering at paulaner again..took cab as well..gochness..the amount i spent yesterday can last me for one and a half week man...sigh..
really need to save..for the phuket trip and..raining days..

Rouge a-hemmed @ 9:26 AM 0 rockers

Sunday, October 02, 2005

a good start

went for a 4km run wif ulukia and her colleague at east coast. indeed a good start to my training regime esp since the stan chart race is 2 months away. i'm still nnot determined enough to do long distance run. although i wasn't that tired, i was jzu too lazy to run back to mac, coz that will be another 2 more km. wat a bum! but still satisfied. at least i'm starting somewhere.

friday was our 7th yr anniversary. some frenz have warned me about the 7th year itch. crap! hahah..we are still going strong and doing fine. brought me to al forno for dinner last night. it was good!! perfect ambience and the crayfish pasta cum pizza was a whoop!! we even had red wine for dinner. his whole face turned red and eyes were becoming slightly bloodshot. haha..i had to finish his glass for him. dinner cost around 70+ bucks. expensive but i guess it's ok to indulge in this kind of sinful pleasures once in a while. =)should have brought my faulty camera along..to capture that fab ambience

i've got a piece of good news too! my hotel booking for phuket has been confirmed!! yayayayay!!! i'm finally going for a holiday! and the agent gave us a discounted price. haha...all thanx to hx's bro

having trouble eating now as the dentist fixed 2 fake teeth on my upper set. and he tightened the lower set more as they r going a bit haywire. haha...and i was still telling him to make it tighter at the beginning of the visit. now i have it..

Rouge a-hemmed @ 4:23 PM 0 rockers