Monday, October 10, 2005

cashless..

dearie: remember u told me u hated the feeling of having no cash wif u?
me: i still do! but i can't help it =(

and thanx for reminding me.. think it's time to wake up my ideas!! sigh..juz saw a really nice and cheap bikini at paragon on sat..i'm so tempted! sigh..bad sign. so strapped of cash and i still wanna buy more things. moreover, it's not a necessity.

have been catching up some groups of frenz this week. (which pretty much explains the cashless situation). perhaps money is something which i have to part wif in exchange for quality time spent wif frenz. dearie said i ought to learn how to say 'no' at times. like getting a cheaper pressie and going somewhere cheaper for dinner. i tried...but it's jzu difficult. u gotta consider issues like fairness and making other's happy. well, when others are happy, i'm kinda happy too. maybe to others, i'm not as broke as i claim to be. i have a decent job and i dun have car loans or computer loans to repay. but i do have my braces to pay for and my monthly gym subscriptions. oh..not to mention my mama's insatiable appetite. hah!

guess once in a while i jiz need to grumble about stuff..like i'm fat and lazy blah blah. speaking about that, i didn't go for my run! decided to swim instead but i jzu wasted my sun away cutting my nails (yes! i finally cut it!) and watching scv. not my ideal way of spending the weekend..i would love to read my book at some cafe or his place while watching him does his studying (but dun wanna disturb him esp since exams are drawng near) but i juz can't seem to get my lazy arse off the house. it's juz the cashless symptoms. whenever i experience the all time low drought, i jzu dun feel like going anyway except hiding at home, hoping that my money wll grow into a money plant!

Rouge a-hemmed @ 5:53 AM 0 rockers