Friday, July 01, 2005

withdrawal symptoms

had an ice cafe latte juz now and i'm suffering from its withdrawal symptoms. it's almost 3 but i'm wide awake. my tummy is feeling grouchy and i can't stop farting! help!

apparently, that is not the only withdrawal symptoms that i'm suffering from. after spending 8 days in indonesia, doing nothing but shopping and shopping, i STILL FEEL LIKE SHOPPING IN SPORE! yikes! wat's wrong wif me? i'm so totally broke as my bank acc is wiped out from the trip. yet after receiving my allowance from my mama on tue (yup. i'm 22 and still need to ask my mum for $$. how useless can i be?), i spent $67 in mango! arrghh..bought 3 items and only the white blouse is a necessaity coz i need it for my convo. but i have to say the green tank top and the white bag are good buys! heh. wat's more disgusting is i am actually thinking of wat to buy when i'm at bangkok next week! goodness! i'm such a shopaholic!

the last withdrawal symptom gotta be the bummer cum slacker symptom. i'm still trying to come to terms wif the fact that i'm starting work in 3 days' time. think i'm gonna miss the feelings of waking-up-as-and-when-i-like, swimming carefreely in the spacious pool, wearing shorts when i'm out and etc. kinda hope i would be starting work in mid aug instead. the break is not long enuff. coz i know once i start working, it will be a long while before i can go on a holiday. guess i have to face up to reality that the time has come for me to take care of the family. it has become my responsibiliy to pay some of the bills at home and share the burden of upkeeping a family wif my dad. was sharing wif yy and jean about my mama 'demanding' a huge chunk of my salary. it was funny how i had to bargain wif my mama about wat is a reasonable sum to give her. even though i'm still feeling the pinch, but i have to agree wif my mama. i can't compare wif my other frenz on the amount they gave to their parents. my siblings are still young and wif stephy entering the u next yr, more money has to be spend. besides that, weng's sch is quite a money sucker. and papa's biz is not looking too well. so it's always good to save for the future. and as the big sista, it's only right for me to contribute to the family since i was given everything that i've asked for, be it material wise or the freedom to do wat i pleased. well, all i have to say is, LESS SHOPPING FOR ME! haha..that will surely be a good start to everything.

Rouge a-hemmed @ 2:38 AM 0 rockers