Thursday, March 31, 2005

*knock knock* sounds hollow

sometimes i really question the amount of accounting knowledge in my head..dun have a good feeling of me being an auditor or accountant. juz feel that i am not knowledgable enuff to be a professional.

got back my quiz results for aa306. surprised, shocked and sad are the 3 words tat describe my emotions. got F for quiz 1 and D for quiz 2. thought i could at least pass my quiz 1..u know like a D or something. then quiz 2 was expecting to flunk it but i moderately passed. damn! so out of a total of 25%, think i only managed to score 10..that is if they r generous! sobz..feeling insecured now..for the first time, i am actually worried that i might not be able to graduate on time. i know i didn't put in enuff efforts for these 2 quizzes..but..there was still this tinge of hope..coz SERIOUSLY, i put in more time for quiz 1! heck..no time to worry...better start mugging soon..finally planned out my revision timetable..and god..time is running out!! i dun want to hug buddha's leg again..so..TAY EILEEN, STOP BEING A LARDBALL AND WAKE UP UR DAMN BLOODY IDEAS!!!

alright..think i'm slightly sober to continue wif the rest of the blog. heh..
went to ikea wif jean on tue..had a nice little lunch there and shopped around. she bought a quilt and cover, and i saw this light orangey peach cover wif many many suns on it..felt tempted to buy..but prevented myself from impulsive buying again. need to save money for dearie's bday present. *scratch* still have no idea wat to get him. i have la..but not enuff $$..shit..think i am gonna buy him all the wrong things again..arrghhh...

we really pig out at ikea..coz after the shopping, juz b4 we left for queensway, we bought hotdog! haha..fortunately, the weather was kind to us and we managed to swim over at nus. no offence, but i muz say, ntu's pool is definitely cleaner. perhaps nus's is older and the tiles are more stained, so it felt not as clean as the ntu's. okie, i should prob shut my mouth. so why did i go over to nus n swim where ntu has a much nicer pool? planning to stay over at jean's hall and we wanted to lose some weight..so..swim la.

haha..bumped into dearie at the pool. not exactly bumped since i knew he's gonna be there. he was training wif his frenz. but it was really weird. he was standing on the grandstand talking to his 2 frenz, and in order for us to get to our stuff, we have to walk past him. but i was embarassed to go up to him and his frenz in my swimming costume. so..we were like dodging him..haha...and we walked as far as possible from the grandstand. but still not very far, prob around 3 metres?? and true enuff, he was too engrossed in his conversation and he didn't even noticed us walking past him! after we reached the spot where we put our stuff, he finally saw us and came over. heh, i was excited to see him, though i think i didn't look that way. dunno why i am behaving weirdly...mayb i'm juz shy? haha..my goodnes..he came over to jean's room for dinner. we cooked maggi me. he looked tired coz after the swim, he went to run 10km again. and he was carrying an extremely heavy bag (feels like a bag of gold), filled wif his notes, paddle, clothes and lappie.

after he left, me and jean talked. it has been a long time since we really talk. u know, quality kind of conversation. think the last time we really had one of these talks was b4 we entered uni. then both of us were too caught up in our own life. later, we walked over to eusoff hall to look for sharon and we went over to fong seng to for supper. pig again! hahaha...

we were so tired when we finally reached back jean's room. it was really quite a distance from sharon's hall to hers. but the good thing is, she finally was able to sleep. we shared the same bed. kinky eh, haha. but nothing happen la except that i suffered a series of mosquitoes attacks! first, they stung my right hand. *scratch* couldn't take it anymore, i flipped and slept face down instead. was able to get some sleep but...they stung my left leg! arrghh!!! so i tossed and turned..think i got immuned to it..coz i still managed to sleep in the end. haha...

it was cool catching up wif my girlfriends. miss them actually. finally now that i have no more committee work, no more fyp, so it means more time for myself and him and my frenz. haha, he would rather i have less time for him..heh so he can go mug and train..haha..but i still know that he misses me..
"never talk about u doesn't mean i am not thinking about u"
this is wat he told me on sun. a lot of his frenz asked him why didn't he mention or talk about his gf. i guess we r not the typical kind of couple. we are actually quite slow...close frenz will know wat i mean..hahaha..and dun show PDA (Public Display of Affection) when we r wif our frenz. so considerate of us..haha..god, i'm missing him already...have to wait till after my exams b4 i can meet him. 4th may! so long...sighz...he's online! heh..

hanny is coming to spore next week. will be meeting up wif her. she's one of those babes whom i haven't been catching up wif...miss her :(


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