Tuesday, February 01, 2005

my birthday!

was really looking forward to it..coz i'll finally be meeting keongz after 3 weeks! but i was down wif flu..so shao xing! anyway, the nite b4..or rather 12+ in the morning on my birthday, shihui, marilyn, seok leng, zeli, david, weisheng, melvin and zhonghui celebrated my bday for me..tehy bought a supposed to be tiramisu cake for me..kanna conned by the confectionary auntie..haha..it tasted jzu like coffee cake...hahaha..took quite some phoros..will post it up when i get them from mr moleman...

didn't feel too well after that..maybe due too much froglegs? b4 that, i met up wif jeanette and lionel. they bought me dinner..think it was supposed to be a jc class outing to celebrate my birthday.but turned out that only the both of them were free...actually i wasn;t expecting anything from them..so i was rather touched that jeanette took the trouble to organize. was hoping to get a present, but it was juz a dinner treat. good enough though..jean gave me a birday bear..the one from meiji which they produced one everyday. so its a special bear for every single day. its meaningful though not ex. thanx! =)

had a hard time tryingt o survive thru the day. didn't feel like going for 304 coz i din prepare for tut...and as for tax, if there wasn't presentation, prob won't go...but in the end, the 1st 5 groups took so bloody long and all our brain cells were depleting. so moira decided to let us off early and continue the next lesson. so i happily made my way to meet keong...=P

reached city hall early..so shopped around alone. saw a few mango tops which looked really good on the mannequin. but alas, i juz dun have the boobs for it. hahahah...

finally, keong came. he said i looked nice...and my hair looks so much better..and cool! whahahah...i missed him. btu like i told him, there was too much to do on fri nite and sat afternoon..so much that i realised i have a lot of stuff which i haven;t told him about. anyway, we should be meeting again this week..he's supposed to come shopping wif me!! haha..coz sat he has to go abck to vs to settle soome scouts thing..

he bought me a pair pf levi's jeans as my birthday present. chose and tried it that day..though no element of surprise, but i finally gotten a pari of levi's jeans..and its from him. so everytime i wear it, i'll feel extra warmth and love..heh

we spent the nite watching oc...and i was sneezing away most of the time. it really amazed me to see how much he enjoyed watching oc. he was laughing so loudly and i could even hear it from his sis room..when i was typing my 304 report. he simply loved the show.

he called me this morning out of the blue. and i was happy to hear his voice. guess my voice sounded excited and thrilled. sometimes i wonder do i love him more than he loves me? but right now, its doesn't realy matter coz i know that he loves me. whether izzit his more or me more, i guess love can't really be measured. if we really wnat to get down to the numbers, our relationships gonna be miserable. there was a period where i sort of doubted how much he love or treasure me. but one incident changed it all. when i saw the amount of effort and $$ he spent for my 21st birthday, i was touched and i truly believe that i have made the right choice. he does love me..even as much as me..maybe at times even more than i love him. its juz that he's not the showy kind. so he doesn't display affections publicly and at times, he placed studies n training right above me coz they r jzu the right thing to do. placing them above me doesn't mean i'm not importang at all, its jzu that there's always a time to do certain things. i understand and i respect his self discipline and determination. if we have been too leechy and sticky, probably we won;t come so far. certainly, there are occassions where i feel like spending more time wif him. time really flies when i'm wif him and they r jzu not enuff. even slacking around him feels good.

he was at sim lim today...and he's getting the mp3 player for me!! haha..not free la..i;m paying for his and he;s paying for mine..so no diff!! haha..but it's a vday gift from each of us!! liek i told him, though the mp3 player is not a need, i was really happy when he told me he's getting for me. don;t know why..but juz plain happy and excited. coz its a gift from him? coz we gonna have the same mp3 player? don't know why..but so sweetly happy...


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